Devote yourself totally to developing the skillfulness of your own intentions and concentration
"Conviction in the principle of karma requires that you make a
commitment not to hedge your bets. You’re going to depend totally on the
skillfulness of your own intentions to whatever extent you can develop
that skillfulness. That’s the principle to which you have to devote
yourself.
As for other principles or lack of principles, let them
go. Sometimes this feels a little scary. You’re so used to hedging your
bets so that at least you’re popular, at least you’ve got connections,
so that if the principle of karma doesn’t work out you’ve got something
else to fall back on. But to be really committed to the principle of
karma, to get the best results from it, you have to be committed.
And
to be really committed requires repeated acts of commitment. This is
why in the Forest tradition so much emphasis is placed on the virtue of
courage. Not foolhardiness, but courage. It takes a certain amount of
courage to keep the mind centered and still, because otherwise we’re
always trying to plan ahead, second guess things, anticipate things. But
for the mind to have really strong powers of concentration you
basically have to tell yourself, “I don’t care. I’m going to focus on
doing what needs to be done right now and I’m not going to try to
provide for alternative things to fall back on.” In other words,
when the time comes to be focused and concentrated, that’s all you do.
Give yourself to it totally. Have a sense of conviction, a sense of
confidence in the practice, and don’t try to second guess things. When
the concentration has developed to a proper level, it’ll start showing
its results on its own."
~ Thanissaro Bhikkhu "Generating Power" (Meditations2)
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