Think every day about the huge length of time you've been in samsara.
"It’s good to think every day about the huge length of time that we’ve
been around. That helps put things into perspective. As the Buddha said,
the amount of tears you’ve shed is greater than the water in the
oceans. The amount of blood you’ve shed, having had your head cut
off — for having been a thief, for having been a highway robber, for
having been an adulterer — in each case, is more than the water in the
oceans.
It’s good to think about that vast stretch of time, to give rise to a sense of samvega
as motivation to want to get out. Because as the Buddha saw, we can go
to many different kinds of rebirth, up and down, and there’s no place
where you can stay and say, “Okay, that’s it.” You rise and then you fall. You fall and then you rise.
Ajaan Maha Boowa once made a comment that people who like to plan their next life really don’t believe in rebirth. They say, “Okay, I’ll make merit here, and that’ll take care of everything next time around.”
I saw this in Thailand. There’s that story I’ve told you of the nun who
was sponsoring a hut at Wat Asokaram. I stopped by at a construction
site one day. She was directing the workers, and the hut was coming out
really nicely. I asked her if she was building her palace for the next
lifetime. She said, “No, this is my vacation home. My palace is already built at a monastery in Bangkok.”
You
get it all planned out like that, thinking that once you’ve gotten
there then everything is going to be solid and secure. But no, it’s
going to fall away, too. Even people born in palaces die. So think about
this. Give rise to a sense of real samvega, which basically
means terror. Think of how long this has been going on — and how much
longer it could go on if you don’t get your act together.
The
Buddha’s first knowledge was knowledge of time. His second knowledge was
more a knowledge of space: seeing the whole universe, with all the
beings in the universe dying and then being reborn in line with their
kamma. This is when he was able to begin to see a pattern. He had
trusted in the principle of kamma up to that point — after all, if he
hadn’t believed in the power of action, he wouldn’t have tried to find a
path of practice. But this is where he saw: Kamma comes from your
intentions. Your intentions come from your views. And they have an
impact on whether you’re going to experience happiness or suffering."
~ Thanissaro Bhikkhu "Strength of Conviction" (Meditations11)
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